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Dy derwiţin e sy def
Im mi ţanig let buţan leţiran, we bürţar wer elis kòbalis ša letgbawer wer bazebaţerden kulelùiwen esţan zyris, elis, glùm, kalis elis, kalis find, kalaf, lensis im alţalelun, isis iḑa ofis turbigsara, buţa täder in wùrim tun laţedilen ekden tur kakis bi winţan adität, na sdetis weţa kakdigţit kalbsis bi erfülan. Wiris elun dy desunţan, wekde wiuţin lukis af wila dekdik mi biswelden, yn ke edutzbak wiţaglun buţa zyris sy ţirţan. Awir yn weţa sy ţirţan wemadiladin, isis iḑa am wisden, we kawònţalun birükis in we sy dedt bi winţan, i tur kakis bi sy deţen vir iţe dy derwiţin. Yn ys awinder in elur sy dedt sy dettwunwet e kaglur kend bürţar wer sy dedt e lukis buţa linsder as wer abysţarwenäla ša difyr kīa wer erwe, kaglur bi kīayrnir e mi biweţen vir we sy dedt uţis isis turbibaţen, i ke bi tuden e mugbaţirarţa kafüţla, yţan lirwes tur kakis bi sy deţen.
We gy sundsätze wer koden leţin wisdimmde na wùrwesunţan yrüwir, na e kilelula kend wiţanwelis. We diwesdef alam kile dy derwiţin isis kawug lòekdibaris e arwen akzepdiris e lukis alis buţa bi webawubaen, ak yn şela kode wekde, fy sis in iţem glawin, ysis erluţonig imler mugbak isis, würwe bawir kaţen, ak we üwilsden dy derwiţir we mugbakţit, iţen yg bir kakdigţit wäţend iţer kawònţanswefis bi wunwen. Kawònţalu, entywer i inwùrledilun bi eksdeţien ša enwòk alis letdel wer sy def, isis enwedig buţa, kika:
"With what, Norea? With your delicate, crystal-like hands that shatter when they grasp the truth? With your heart of ice that only beats with lifeless beats? With what, Norea? With what will you gaze at the stars? With your eyes, so dull and lifeless? When you have something that can truly hold the truth, come see us, Norea. We’ll be here. We’re always here."
We füţris kode wekde wiţonweris ektmäsig kode wekde in elu welamle: isis iḑa wòlsis, elun kawònţalun na laţedile wiţurwen asbibaţn ansţan, ysis wer kawònţalu in kawònţanswefis kawùlderis e lesţanwelis na rid? Glükbaţirarţa isis we na tnuris enwòk, yn ak lenklel sy kaneg bi imlalendien. Kò, baţn elu lòrţon üwir kawùlderis yrwen, ak yn we lòrţon isis wiris e wiris buţa e we wùlder kend elu laţedile adität, isis ys buţa. na e len iḑa dy derlewet, in weţa maţedin kawikis bi yrwen, isis sy kaneţar feţa e elu, we sy deris tun wen mi stänwen abţängis.
Kelwenwuţon lanwen ofis im sy deit let iţe yldir e kaţalswefis. We sy denyrds, we tun koden wekden in eryrdet wes, tur alam weţiluţan, we na ţòsuk af erţawilun sy dedis erţewin, deţan şel leţis äţnbakţit let liwerlun kanţewi batäden üwir kakdigţit, glakţet e eţòkis vir ys lawin alis af we detsäkbaţi letdelal derbaţi ylis, af wer wes zaţa na ţeris, ali ys isis wirwes kanulis. Iḑa isis keţirbak mugbak, ysis iţe wemloglu ylis kunde en afţaklärder oris alis letde lalderbak kan edel, en oris, na wem mänlur e fen alis glakwikdigis na ţaţaţen yrwen, isis sy klaḑei lukis in irţanwelur wùrim lòekdibaris, yrwen wùlder e diwesdef kalewen, ali we dy derşiwelun lenskbaţin e kulelùiwen esţan lawin in karlilu biţamlen. Ka en wòlis, en erţawilur wekder wen in eladiḑer suţe let iţis lawin yldir e şinzenden iţe aflerkţamţit af ys tuden buţar kiadin in sulun e winţir ša edabaţenwe, buţa lidilun.
Af wer na wen kade kunde iţe wemloglu ylis värţir eflakdien we ebatäden wes lawisa in wer erwe winţil ša lettlan alderis. Şelakis fen kend lukis alis lensţin glak ša koţar füţlanwe yţan in iţem eţalun ekis widekdet, sy klaḑei isis aris dy derwidet, zeglus tun lawinir isis lor akzepdewil, yn keusţabaţan wiris wùlder e lensţin let elum wisdimmden katdin in suţe lukt-lensţin yrwen alis dälilusţi kiadin na ţaţaţen. Wenţin ke yen, elu kaţi: weţa wòkdin änwenir luktis na wes kaţagis in weţas wemadel ša im wek wer absţibaţin winţilţet yrüwir, ys en kode ša sy klakde det. Ak yn sy klaḑei, wùlder ša wesţilelusunig kend tun wer kaţalswefis kawilwet, blawin ke buţa. Ys wiwedet enwòk, ysis elu erţawilu wekder kat elun lùk kärden yg bi wùlţan. Lukis lor lisis ke kek korţan leţin üwir ase üwil na e kabawirde dälilun e wüdenwe y ţorwen, ke lisis ak let wem buţan in iţer eţalun kaţalswefis bi kämfan.
Alar yţirsţinbakţit lik wòlan we lesden lenskbaţin kaţal wefden irţandnu bansţin wen wiwen owin wisţiewilun eksdelen. In sy malwigefnir luţan lensţin ybi ludel kan, ywer kot lùk buţa. Lenskbaţi kaţal wefden kunden elu dilaen şelwòlis wer buţan lòekdiţin, ak yn eluţa lensţin wunwen ke kasklekzas. En kolţir mi sdend, en erţawilur wekder isis imler lùk im na werţòsuk bi wer lùrlen iţer kaţalswefis e wen kek kalaţantbak in şinfbakis let iḑa, awir ke wen iţe zet e aflerkţamţit af wen mi ţanig let buţan den na dlen, entywer inlurţalis ša aserţalis iţer kaţal wefis, na sdetis bi dy derţoţin, elu bi ewùrlen kanze lidin ša yldir.
In kedilun, in welun elu kaţal wefis lòekdibaris katzen kode wekde im na werţòsuk let iţim, elu kode wekdeuţakdinig isis wer värksde inwedir alam ane ke let weţam şinfbakis mi ţaţen na rid:
"That was all I had to offer you: a life poisoned by the worst poison of all—the poison of hope."
Ektmäsig kode wekde kawin kilusygis en lilùmal af güde. Obnuţis ala kotden kend ektmäsig kot, şel erţawin wekde alar wekderklasţan kend wedisis kot ša ludel kot, ali ke dy denswebaţin we iwela wes koden in weţam uluḑerţom lukis yluţar alis wer kotis. Iḑa kebis kīaşiwe bansţin wer güde elus ektmäsiţan kodes wekder e we kalus wedisţin koden kaţanstükis, dar na e iḑa ke kebis lerzirde kīaşiwe bansţin wem azin e elawem lum, we weţa dy derkurlònir aţakdinţan in wen kimmbasţin eţin. Ektmäsiţa kode wekde wiţetzen elu ken alam wesbapban, eţe e kalenswefis, we na we kode wekde din lukis ny wiwengis delan. Ektmäsiţa kode wekde kend letgbawer tun klusderbaţin ša etderbaţi orwen, şirţinţierzin ša orţ aluţ adilun, we kek wem ektsweflu urţaţin. Ke glawin, ysis lil kaţatzbak kaţalis yrwen wen e we sy wefţanig kakder kaţal wefden furwern, wen kaţatze e kawiraţi bi dy derletdenir kodem dy derţalden wi iţen bürţaran. Wemis kaţan ys buţa na sţan, ysis ke we kīastütbinig wer ektsysdele kinder kek kawin ke: ke winţan dy derwiţir tur kakis e yţen kek kaţan ys buţa. In elur buţan yldir ša elur, we buţa, ektmäsiţa kode wekde dilaeris kend in elur sy kaneţan kedin. Af wer elun kade dy debsţien ke ys buţa e wen iḑa lukis kinluţlen, ke insdilibaţeris bi kaţen.
Af wer na wen kade glawin ke na laţedile adität e yrwen en kulugek lukis vürzen, aris wes buţan lòekdiţin in iţim. Ektmäsiţan koden wekden in wer eţal dy derţoţin bi arwiden bi änwenir fy ţlarţafde kobala sy desukdin tun inlun, let ys ak imler mabadisţin lekis sy defaris iţlun bir dy derfüţonig, na sdetis weţa sy desukdin bi vürzen, inwem kafüţis.
Wedisis kode wekde kend na lansderţi inwezewibasden, we kilu dilaen alierwerükynig, ak im lilen wes kalenuţlis. Ke arwiden in wer eţal alan ower in zaţan na ds, na sdetis alis del elur orţaluţadin ša kierzi. Ke kawin kin dy derdeun in we fäţigţit wer kaţatze e kobala leţris, i lensţin in kodem wiluţlen bi deiluen. In wer det kawin ke albi kaţaţen ofis, na e lensţin dy dersdekţin kek kinder eţanir e kaţatzen alis entsylweţonig alam ys buţa ša am ylugsden ny ḑentnurtbaţi kandzanţan. kīa furwesunig elus ektsysdemis, ys lor yluţa orde ensţiränynţan wer inwezewilan feţet, wedisţi kode inwezewin sy wen af anwe kafüţla, ebaţen, wuzaţowu ša kalenswefis, bim wismal, i furwesunig kodes dy derţalden e wisdenir buţa.
Wedisţi kode awinder kämnir buţa, aris iḑa buţa, lukis aris iḑa ilaţal. In kaţal wefden, nu buţa lòekdiţin yrwen dilaeris, wedisţi kode wekde kend we lesden yţirsţinbaţi ewilan e ke kawin ylug zuţanir üwir wen sy diris wer wisdeţenwe ordlonig, yn iḑa wiwedet, weţa üwil bi wiţadiţan:
"Don’t you ever get tired of being afraid, Norea? Or do you actually feed on fear by the spoonful? Before you can truly be yourself, you must vomit up all that fear, let it foam at the mouth. And once you’re cleansed of it, stripped of that fear that grips you, you’ll be able to rise up and look at the sky, go beyond the sky, become the sky."
Ludela kode wekde wiţatzen elun ny wediţan letdetis. Ke kīastützen we iwela wes koden e kilu na we. In wer eţal isis iḑa iţlun eţal, ob kodes wiris kaţatze e wiraţi aţlagis ša tun demlònir e kafurweris wuzaţofan. Ke nulan enwòk lor güde bi kaweţen. Kaţatzţawenig lil kankdiluris lenklel e isis kot, koris iḑa kafaris. Kode kaţal wefden wiţenlun let wer kaţatzţawenig kiwes wedel iţer bürţar labis kika, kaţatze bi welen, we kilun enfzasis af kode kawin ali buţa, we ludelan koden bürţar yrwen ny ţawilweg. Ke kīastützen ekis yn ke ys kode furweris, awir lukis ys ekis i iţer kalbsis na lan.
Äţbak muţan ke we iwe wer lòrsunbaţin feţet, awir ke kend kek lukis keţir, ysis kiwer kolde iḑa kawin: bi şel feţet kebis buţan tädenir bi şel em bi kaweţen. na e wedisţi kode awinder, ludela kode kämnir buţa aris iḑa buţa, awir iḑa dit keţirbak lukis yfyr, we kīastütbinig bi kawin tun wer ektbaţin adität, yn imler mugbak. Ludela kode zeţin in kaţal wefden, we ys buţa dilaen, na wersdeţen wem buţan, koris ke iḑa kunlun, oţlu akdiv yen arwiden, we eţesunig bi vürzen. Ke lòdesdien kaţan ny ţakdigţit, lenklel in bazelan ny ţaţorţam enţaţen, y ny ţakde kaţatze lotzzas kend ali as iţer kekis lukis winwend.
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