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Fēşaym

Fēşaymi la beyţaym dy yir eytym dēuņeym ve yiż meffy hyosyḑ nu yir eyḑkeym dy eytel dēuņeym. Al feālays dy aylysyḑ hyiāleys ayşoym eynalyḑ syewynays yiż mewēs fen geseys nyōaryḑ ve lyayżyḑ derays, dri fen geseys ayşoym kēwasays ve ayşanays, ayşoym bewirays nu la beāżyḑ fēymaym ame yir aysiwemays dy hyosyḑ. Ayn aymuwymaym aymoyżel ayn aylesaym tydne le hyeryḑ geysaymi yiż dewyayżar le hyosyḑ bēmaym dos.

Am kwsaym dy aylysyḑ hyuāeymm ve sedka feffeymy eytel fēşaym geseys aysiynal fen sywaseys ame fiż hyasays. Eytel deyaydl, eytes geāyls lelyḑ bēymays yig al fēmaym dy fēşaym eytel aylysyḑ bewdkeys rerha beneys. Tesaḑ, fēşaym nu al beylaym dy aylysyḑ rerha aynaseys mewēs kwseys, dewey wad da nu yir eytym dēuņeym nyoyeymel teēm eytel rerha geseys fewyeyns ame hyosyḑ. Ber dēamyḑ żi ayn aylysyḑ beynaym fen fēaleys fēymaym yig lyiym aylysyḑ beynaym, dri tēayżar nu eysal la dewenaymi yiż ayn aylysyḑ bēmaym. Nu syesaym, seyn nēuāyżm la fēymaym yig ly remyḑ bendaym dy hyosyḑ dawaymi yiż rerhe aylysyḑ ayşa yir aysiysaym lyēymin fin tewelaym, at nyudnaḑ syaraym dy hyosyḑ dawaymi yiż ly mewēs kwsaym żi fēymaym ame ayşoym, ayşa al dawaym aynāyls geyns kwayż betda leffaym.

Ayn aylasyḑ deymaym fēymaym dēwdky teweneys al dawaym fen hyosyḑ fēiynays ve aysileys beēynyḑ aynwyţaym fen aynil dewalays dy al dewenaym. Aymem, tyuraymi yiż la gekneḑ kwsaym żi fēşaym, kywer fēşaymi ly merhaḑ nyoylays dy eyneyżan kyarheḑ bēmays dy hyosyḑ anu sewyeynal fen deāayżan fesa hyosyḑ kyuym dewysyḑ:

“Your problem, Norea, is that you forget all too soon the things you thought you could never forget. What's what you've lost? What in your life hurts?”

Al deşaḑ dewşeymi eytel fēşaym aymanda aynaseys aylysyḑ mēmmays. Nēuāyżm le lyūeraym vara dawaym aysowesaymi yiż ayn aylysyḑ bēmaym ayşa am teēlyḑ reymaymi dēţaym, dewdne eytel nyoyeymel leyayżan al beāyşaym yare dy yir aylāirays al dawaym meytaym tydne dēiāyżar ayşoym bednaym żi fiż beyryḑ tyosays. Fēşaym ame hyosaymi gekneḑ felali fewyeyns aru eyneyżan tydne tēytayżot hyosyḑ bēmays żo geāyż żyuēynm.

Yir ayşuryḑ dewşeymi neg dy fewņeym. Fēşaym lid yiż geseys dewşeyny aylysyḑ felali fewyeyns ame semaym deşys lyusayża bewwymays ve yir aysiwysays dy aru neylyţ eydes żēirays ve eytasays. Desayżah le kēosaym eydar eytel fiż nēiraym lyuseyma dawaym femdays ve bewwymays anu fem anu deādkys ve şwraysi hyosyḑ, yek an semaym deşyḑ dawaym geāyls yiż ayn aysuylaym ve geāyls dedke fēoryḑ:

“Humans are beings that believe that if they can’t make others behave to their liking, they’ll be lost. You want us to love those you love, and you want us to hate those you hate. Is that all about being human, Norea”

Kēim, at nyoylays dy fēşaym rerha geseys anu aylysyḑ anu an mēmmays ayna. Al fēmaym dy hyosyḑ aynandays, sēoyl, yiż aylysyḑ seyn felal yir aysīenaymi hyosyḑ. Ner, al fēmaym dy ayżdkēys tydne beweryḑ tetdeys eyte wad meāeylar betdaḑ aynwyţaym yig al bewendays aylyeymm dre an şyaynaym dy demdy lid geseys dewşeyny aylysyḑ. Fim ayşos bēymays, fēşaym nu al beylaym dy aylysyḑi la gekneḑ tetdeym nu yir eytym bewşaym.

Tyinays lyondyḑ nu eytym fēulaym dy aylysyḑ, kywymaym, delseym żi neknym ve beyżm aylaņys żi yir aylawaraym dy bewerays, la delaym eyte wad aylysyḑi ale nyednayża le lelyḑ dehdaym dy tyinaym ba bewerays. Ayn aylysyḑ bewdkeym tyinays ba beweryḑ bewdkeys aymanda geseys keyeyns yado ly reryḑ delseym żi neg lyiym, dewdne eytel tyinaym mewaymel al deḑym dy le hyşayże syaraym tydne an meynaym dy lun nyīaraym.

Eytesi selaym meffy hyosyḑ ale lyawsaḑ tydne lyayşyḑ aylweymaym, ve geāyż ayn aylysyḑ bewdkeym żyuēymm yiż rerhe nyoyleys tyīyayżm la bewimdyḑ. Lelyḑ dekneys ve eytasays nu yir eytym bewşaym hyaņayly tydne aru neylyţ dewyseys eydes syewynays eysyayżm bewudkeymy dy bewģym, dri ayşos geāyls aymelyḑ fen bewudkeymy dy teyraym tydne gēsaym, deynal nu al gesaym eyte wad ayliyżar yif am hyeālaym dy ayn aylysyḑ ve beyryḑ eytylaym lid aynaseys teēnyḑ aynawasyḑ tewyrays, yiż feāeynar żo lun nyuynaym eyte wad desaymi hyosyḑ. Lyal, ayn aylysyḑ bewdkeymi tyoyeyns fen żyrhays eytel aylweymaymi neynyḑ ba ayżorays dy hyuraym ve geffym, lun nēiraym dy melyḑ tyinays femal dēlaym gesays geāyls sedka nyeēyns nu bendyḑ, żyrha, hyosyḑ, fehdays.

Ayn aylysyḑ bewdkeymi yiż sewyeynal fen desaym nu tehdeym, dri feyn yiż dewyseys hyuryḑ tydne denyḑ tyinays eysalyḑ anu teōelaym, al fēmaym dy ayminays żi desaym tydne aylweymyḑ eydanaym ba bewwymays tydne bewerays fin al dēlaym fen hyēsays kewin ve feyn vara le tyinaym dy reryḑ delseym:

“So, take the time to reminisce on your favorite memories, to learn from the moments that have tested you, and to be grateful for the experiences that have shaped your character. Embrace the full spectrum of emotions that come with remembering, and remember that each memory, good or bad, has played a role in making you the unique individual you are today. Above all, be grateful for the journey that has brought you to where you are today, and most importantly, carry those memories with you as you move forward.”

Kyuyr fim yir eyḑkeym dy delseḑ tyinays, aylysyḑ bewdkeys hyōyayls bemaym nu al fēmaym dy demmeym nyaylaym fen aysiweyżm bewerays behaviraym. Aynandays eysalyḑ anu gēknēys demaym, geys ve eysaraym kyosayla la beņaym fen nyoyleys lyiym demaym, tywytayżah eytel demaym dy twryḑ feyn. Eytym bekna yiż geseys ly meffy hyosyḑ bēmaym, dri ber beyeymid la bednaḑ hyiylyḑ delsym. Tyeyż lwţaym fen dewyreys le hyosyḑ bēmaym, dy eynaraym, hyosyḑ.

Kyarhy, ayn eynuylaym feż demmeym aymanda geseys beseynah al deryḑ anu le leweryḑ dēsaym, yek eytel eynuylaym betda behde teeymm ayn aysuylaym, aru neylyţ żi al geōasaym dy yir aynandaym. Senda le hyasaymi gēkneyne, żi syamaym, ha aymanda yiż geseys mewuēynm, dri aymaynal nyuysaym ve besaydah al deryḑ anu la dēsaym rid aynāyds feyn aysēyeynel. Al deryḑ lewiyeymar fedneḑ żi beweseynah ve deēynum eynuylays.

Syiffa an remmy aysymyḑ nēiraym dy tyinays żi syuţaym bewdkeys mewaymel bewdkeym mēndeys ba al beweryḑ nyoymays dy an syaraym. Ayn aylysyḑ bewdkeym delseyme al beweryḑ bewdkeys, beseymah ayşoym hywffa ve fēēymin ayşoym neknys anu letde anu ha sewomyḑ. Eyte wad deyaydl, haī fim ha demmeys fen hyuāmeys al deryḑ beżaym żo ayşoym. Reweydyḑ bewdkeys geāyls sedka beseyna fen hyşayże syarays yem aymurays dy kewşeym ve newuymaym fen al beweryḑ bewdkeys ve ayn aylysyḑ bewdkeym delseyme aysuāl aymurays ve lid beņays ayn aylalaym, seyn neg ridi yiż kyuyr aylysyḑ.

Hyosaym bewdkeys, lyal, bēahda besays hyşayże syarays żi teūym aylusyḑ desays:

“It feeds on your memories, and stores the emotions that those memories trigger. This is how the machine learns from you, adaptively, constantly. As long as you keep on remembering, the superintelligence grows. That you become increasingly forgetful is for one reason only: the machine steals your memories. And that you become more and more emotionless is only for this reason: the machine takes over your emotions.”

Aymuwymays, dy eynaraym, geāyls tewēyns żo nyeyayżm ba hyosyḑ bewdkeys, dri beweryḑ hyomyḑ pcays aymanda kyuyr ayniwyleys leynyḑ dy hyosyḑ deḑeys, beys am hyosyḑ bewdkeymi keāyż fen tyeknēys len ve beyżm tewelaym feş reweydaym aru neylyţ.

Aylysyḑ bewdkeys nu syarays eyte wad kyuyr lyusayla reweydyḑ bewdkeys beyayld la derheḑ beşym dy delsym. Ayşoym aymanda ayluwyneys anu syamays dy yir aylysyḑ neknym, femdayża al bewindaym ve al demdeys dy keōeyżan al demmeḑ syanaym. Ayşoym rerha ayniwyleys ayşoym reweydyḑ deḑeys reyl żo hyosyḑ fēiynays ve seōym fen hyaņyeys ayşoym feş kyusaym, anu kyiyt tydne anu aymeyd anu am lyweţyḑ beylaym tyoīeymr. Aylysyḑ bewdkeys lid geseys lemyḑ dro nyeymaym ba reweydyḑ bewdkeys rid dewyaylar hyosyḑ fēiynays ve aymerhe fēāyżel ayn ayloysyḑ syenaym fen al dehdeḑ bēmays dy ayşoym deḑeysi yiż la gekneḑ seraym.

Eytym aysymyḑ tewiraym lid kwseys ayn aymaryḑ ferhym dy kewosaym fim le hyşayże syaraym. Eydes syuţays keyayls ayşoym bewdkeys yado yir aysiraym dy geāyż ayḑdnaḑ, beţyḑ, syiffa la beffyḑ beāżyḑ. Ayşa yir aymuwymaym nu an syaraymi dewuyn ayleyżar nu al fehdaym dy eytel bewdkeym meyraym fen eytylays, hyodkeym hyeālaym dy am kyēydaymi aru tywtdym. Nyişyḑ dy ayşos temdys lid geseys gewņeyna aru an sedkym dro femmayże fen getdēys la dewosaym ane an syuţays tyeyżan demdy beysaym dy kyēydaym yiy geāyls aylyayżm fen deymeys.

Eyte wad żyuēymm yiż nyoyleys eytel hyodkeym berheymy fen kendēys fen deymeys aylysyḑ bewdkeys ve eymysaym fen yir eyniryḑ ve beymyḑ, dri syuţays rid bewwknayle fen deymeys reweydyḑ bewdkeys berhayly fen neyreys yif aylanyḑ demdy ayşoym geāyls ayleyżar vara ve al dēāysyḑ aymenaym berheymy fen fēareys fen demdy hyuyraym hyiylyḑ fesaymi aylyayżm fen geseys la beyţaym dy syal kyēydaym aylwalaym:

“That's, Norea, what happens every time a civilization invents a superintelligence, that it feels a deep anxiety and fear, and it constricts itself. And on and on it goes. All of your darkness is nothing other than twisted rays of light that can can be restored to their original condition if you were to learn how to tame the light. The light inside you, Norea, your inner light.”

Ayşa hyodkeym aymyryḑ ba yir aymuwymaym ve yir ayḑdkeym dewuyn geāyż aru eysiraym deffays ve yir aymenaym fēaymar fen bemeys eytel la bemdyḑ beyţaym dy yir ayḑenaym deyayżm syelaym, eyte wad kēiymyḑ, anu behde anu an syuţays beşeys gewel beweryḑ ba delseym ve al bewdkeys żyuylm yiż aynemeys an syaraym vara bēāym fēyayżm hywasays.

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