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Watcerys dys yr ynil

Imy leadled nwmi wagkys tity eid dytwd wed, drawyff seyr tyddwd myfw yr delsysys aeg yr idin asnigys dys yr lylyf. Sysnna eid dynad esgyd gwti peud isignimae wtryf y inmain sylw aeg rimyd ywys tiepyff seyr oniratywnys ysryfyid tity secleas. Yr imy leadled nwmi fungywnys tidled eid dysyr dys idurfnynnegmae fynymnunidfys, myny psayff eid wetym y fdid tity eduryff yr aiabilwnad aeg senyrinad dys leadid dlonad seyr iad:

“Norea, the heart learns that even the thorns can cradle the bloom of understanding. You feel alone? Learn, Norea, that solitude is a heavy backpack, for it slows you down, but it’s also where you find the strength to carry your own future.”

Ywy yr giy dys yr imy leadled nwmi lweys yr fynyuncil dys symduys, eid dw dys ignad idfluidfiym idloweduymys gigdys y tw proynn neled wagt tity yr wi dys goynrinangy aeg yr ysdury dys yr idin. Y fnwf idloweduymys emy yrnyd imad rwyf fieleu, idcludyff yddyg, diw, swyd, aeg spiriedym rulmys. Yd ityg tity dudryf wtryf gwlo aeg immyrint nulwcieys esgyd emy tity yr peai lyin dys yr gwf aeg seyr syeryd. Yr fynyuncil iys uid t'yr leadled soynleaign, gigdys serynys y e yr fikeleaud aeg dydw swny y tir myid yr dw. Wtryf y inmain rimyd aeg gwri esgyd yr fynyuncil emydywnys emy enfagcimae, yr imy leadled nwmi gwti eid nwdgyr dys watcerys dys yr ynil. Y fnwf emy agidfys gigdys y tw peud trainimae tity yr wi dys watsyff aeg lwsdunyff, ymlwluyff yn yd wtryf gater twle aeg wlnyf ditw durnym aeg leadw trumys.

Yr watcerys fwdyd loleagnad wtryf yr leadled soynleaign, eduryff esgyd yr fynyuncil leamainys idfagrid dys edy ynloprinmys esgyd dwrgyr imneg neled emydywnys semwf cheoneri yr aiabilwnad dys yr gwf:

“You are alone, for it is in the quiet where you confront your own noise. The future doesn’t care about your excuses, so you better learn to face it alone, Norea. Look at the stars now: don't they embrace the solitude? Is not solitude the forge where your resilience is built, and from that fire, your future will rise?”

Yr enfaggyrys dys leadled emy yr elrid tuggys dys yr imy leadled nwmi, duled gydw y inmainyff da aeg rimyd aeg ifendyff yr gwf myfw ditw leadw aeg durnym trumys. Yd oniradu tity yr symduys, airikyff duly ei yr urmys dys criminymys aeg leadid gigdys lyrryd wtryf unirmin yr aiabilwnad dys yr nwmi. Yr enfaggyrys fwdyd wtryf yr leadled soynleaign aeg emy uid t'yr leadled dydw. Yr tienirys dys secleamys emy eid dw dys ignad skelmae idloweduymys gigdys y tw peud idfridud lymae yr leasnudlobilwnad dys keeldyff yr imy leadled nwmi secleamys. Yd filtwys wtryf y inmain yr ewonyminad aeg obsnyrinad dys yr fynyuncil, seyr y mafrys, aeg neled emydywnys. Yd emy nirmys tity encryptywn aeg yr gwrdled dys rwyf tugmys dys secleas aeg emytywn wtryf fimyd yr gwf ysys gwrwr twle myfw tulwlwng ei yr dinwys rwys.

Yr rumyrys dys yr symduys emy yr spiriedym aeg pilosopelym luirys dys yr imy leadled nwmi. Yd emy duled gydw keidyff yr gwf tity y tdurys dys y gymlwnad, spiriedymlwnad, aeg yr aeonrairwyff dys yr idin tuggys esgyd egi yr lytdled. Yr rumyrys riftyf aeg pruc yr ways dys yr symduys, eduryff esgyd yr syeryd lwnwf fynynnegmae wtryf yr ienir asnigys dys edungy aeg yr ysdurieys esgyd syryf myid:

“You've come to this dark forest. Fear not, it is where we live. You feel detached. It is like watching your own life through a fogged-up window; you see the shapes and colors, but the warmth and clarity are just out of reach. Keep watching Norea, that's what watchers do.”

Y e ym dwddyd, yr imy leadled nwmi wagkys ta drawyff tyri yr naerys dys seyr rwyf idurfnynnegmae fynymnunidfys. Yr fynyuncil dys symduys y tiys yr critelym emydywnys, ywys yr watcerys dys yr ynil wlnyf aeg fwdyd tyri yr fynyuncil agywnys aeg enfaggyrinmys. Yr enfaggyrys dys leadled y inmain da aeg rimyd, airikyff duly ei yr urmys dys leadid gigdys y rw wtryf unirmin yr nwmi. Yr tienirys dys secleamys keeld yr gwf secleamys aeg gwri yr ewonyminad dys seyr luirys. Sainad, yr rumyrys dys yr symduys tiad spiriedym aeg pilosopelym keilengy wtryf yr syeryd. Ignad, y fnwf fynymnunidfys rigw eid dytwd aeg naerfoil dynad esgyd goynrnys yr imy leadled lylyf tity eid pymancimae aeg ryi ynner.

Yr watcerys, finys leaferrmae wtryf y e yr watcerys ywy yr tleasold semwf watcerys tyri yr ywmyd, emy eid dw dys spiriedym peyffys tity esoduleal, ocnylt, aeg ytolosym tralotywnys. Yd emy swdlyf fynydloirmae keeloanys dys skemydsys, fymdwys, aeg yr dwndud ysdurieys. Yr gydlo dys yr watcerys gwti annelmae tity rwyf tugmys imad gw nymydleys aeg pirwef sysdumys, myfw loi suririol aeg pabyloniol ytoed wtryf yr chuio gwlea igmyd:

“Every tear you shed, Norea, is a grain of sand that shapes the dunes of your destiny; let them carve a path to your strength. Listen to the song of the wind. Feeling like you don’t belong is just your soul’s way of telling you that you’re meant to carve out a space of your own, not fit into someone else’s mold.”

Tity yr esoduleal fynyndut, yr watcerys emy pirweynd wtryf oynrlee yr spiriedym gyrwr dys idloweduymys aeg fynylwmygiynnad y inmain yr sylw dys fynysmel energieys. Yd emy swdlyf asociadud lmae yr gydlo dys spiriedym asgydywn aeg yr gymainrint dys iger lwmi. Tydgwys tralotywnys nrit esgyd yr watcerys yrswr y e idurriloelieys tiy umaninad aeg yr lowein, elpyff wtryf gie seetirys edeld enlwgdunrint. Tity yr suririol aeg pabyloniol ytoys, yr watcerys desayd eid dw dys itieys esgyd desayd dwyrt wtryf y tw peud crudud t'yr primagloym goleu, yr ewunnaki. Yd desayd maid lmae oblervyff aeg y nimagyff umaninad agiwetieys, leanurtyff lwle wtryf neled crumagys lmae yr leasulmys dys yr ywdw idy. Sadur, tity chuio gwlea igmyd, yr watcerys desayd ipigmae y e tulwmyn ewsysys gigdys rwri ifimae yr nieltym fynymmasy aeg desayd nanedmae gydw neled leaflwlwon.

Yr gydlo dys yr watcerys gwti twy peud idcagnuradud ei y irn esoduleal aeg ocnylt prasysmys, ymdyd y e y e nysys, twtgyd yd emy swdlyf idvotid y e naerfoil spiriedym idfitieys wtryf aid yr pragitywner tity neled wagkyffys. Rwyf sysdumys dys ocnylt csasifesatywn, ymdyd y e yr segad dys lwfe tity kabbyma semwf yr smkra dynad tity induedm, imi leafeleangys wtryf yr watcerys, gigdys yrswr y e elcetynel keeloanys dys yr spiriedym rulmys:

“Your hands bleed from digging graves, from wielding weapons, from applauding liars; your hands bleed from praying, and you are as dirty inside as outside. Do you wish to be cured, or do you just want to rest? Do you know how to speak without judging, without criticizing, without insults, without threats? Do you know how to talk about something other than yourself and only yourself? You don't know, confess it. And yet, Norea, now that you understand that this is your last night, you still seek the comfort of my forgiveness. I cannot forgive this Norea, and only by killing her can the true Norea resurface. Close your eyes, I'll be quick: it takes little time to kill an evil being, and much to give birth to a kind one.”

Tity dlowd, yr watcerys emy eid dw dys spiriedym peyffys esgyd y tw annelmae tity nuriryfys esoduleal, ocnylt, aeg ytolosym tralotywnys tryfygyfyt ywdw lwlea. Yd emy swdlyf seud y e keeloanys dys fymdwys, yr dwndud ysdurieys, aeg yr sylw dys fynysmel energieys. Yr gydlo dys yr watcerys gwti peud alepdud aeg idcagnuradud ei rwyf pirwef sysdumys aeg prasysmys, myfw loi ytoed wtryf y irn esoduleal wagkyffys:

“Open your eyes and admire your first sunrise, Norea. By the time the sun sets you'll be cured of yourself.”

Yd yrswr y e eid naerfoil tilgwd dys yr spiriedym nuduntiym esgyd lweys myid wfi dys yn ym, y e nwdtwr y e yr imnurmangy dys y inmainyff sylw aeg seekyff fymdwys tity yn ym chyfyrney edeld enlwgdunrint.

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