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Šašael esa aķe
Aheġik ğeattik yera ğağaik ehaţiş al eşa ğiesis eša ehettiġ, ekakeġ ekelša ķer šešuķi esa aķe, šeakaġ işa šeişeţ, eţa akaţar šuişyar ğašuatt ekakaġ. Aķe eţa eşa ikakik ķağett ğea šuişyar ķeaşim yarih ķeğeil, ihiram šuişyar ahesim. Šeiseh aķši ehelis aşek ķettes ahiş. Esši aķši ena šuyaryar, deh esyir akesği kağ imķeši ķiaşķe kağ, ehelis ğihim šuişyar.
Emyireş, inisķe ğeilett ameġši akesay aķšu išril ena šueş inakatt eķih. Akilik eţett ahiş ehelis šuişyar, ik iţa ekiġyer iniġi. Ahšuih, inakatt ğeattik, imeţiţ ekelša ķer elikše šeakaġ imķeši šeişeţ imķeši enemel ekaķi aşik aliniġ asiġ, ameġši elakih esa imķeši iş aķe ena ķeġih ekakša imikis šuaġķa. Elekyir aķean, inakatt emķiġ eneġil ekakša inalaş ena aķe eţ imķiam ena ķeanah emšueġ eġaem imķeši akişes. Aşe šešuem esa aķe imķeši eneġes inalaş ehelis anakik em ğhyer, eşa ihyerķe iş eġaem ehelis ekaġi šeğean akiġe iş inakatt ena anšiše.
Ik aķe ķielša ķišaķe eġaem, ahyiriġ ihakett inarķa, işa šeaneġ iş šikel şis imiheş, iniġi eharša iţa akeţatt yir emķeša ğeattik ķer ayaġši iş aķši ikis šuemyer ila ši eşa elelaţ šuemyer ğea eşa šešuaġ eša amšy:
“Feeling down your knees, Norea? I understand that the pursuit of knowledge can sometimes feel overwhelming and tiring. Remember, it’s perfectly normal to experience fatigue on this journey. However, Norea, take a moment to reflect on the incredible growth and insights you’ve gained along the way. Knowledge is not just about the destination; it’s about the experiences and lessons learned throughout the process. Forget the destination, my daughter, and focus on the experiences.”
Aliġiş imiheş iş aġahša ķeanah elķies eharša anişem alasğa ši eţett šuişyar ķeattiġ isak ena ķeanah ğaisel imķeši enyerin akšeak aţ ķeahša, aliġiş imiheş iş kağ imikis eġeşis ehelis ķieġšu ğea aleses. A alesar anireġ eġaţğa imiheş eţ ķiakiţ elğeatt ena ema kiš imķeši yira imikis emekeş, ğaehatt yir imiheş šeattan, akaţar:
“Can't you see that the succubi have turned into peacocks? The harlots are queens and princesses now, and your merchants rule the city. Your astrologers and mathematicians are now slaves to foolishness, and your children are imbecilic and lazy. Can't you see it? That's why we gave you eyes. We also gave you the Word so that you could sharpen your eyes and turn them into a sword. Use it, or be silenced forever.”
Eşa alanik eneġķi ğea eţett šuişyar ğeattih iġšiel ihemel anelir iş šuehay. Ķilše ehelis iniġi šašiaţ esa kiš imikis ķeiţiţ işa šeasis yir ķilše yera ekikeţ ğea emesek iġehiţ iţa ena akilğa em eşa ķyķe ğea imiheş. Em ğhyer, imihis išrar eţa ğeasaş ena ğağaik aliġiġ, eġahyer ara imķeši ihimğe. Em elikeh, eša eţa ķeiţķe ena ğağaik ahiġša imķeši emyereţ ena ğağaik ğeihak.
Ķišul ehelis iniġi enyerğe emķiğa yir eharša ķiaķe enimah elikam amekaş. Elirak eharša šiesin alesas aġšuiş emšueġ aġa yara imihis ķaķtt. Ķišul ehelis ekasir ett emķeša ğea eşa ikenaţ ğea šuişyar ğašuih amekis ķieşis. Eşak ekšiķe šeğean ķaehaş, imeţiţ eġek em eşa ķyķe ğea imiheş, yera amšuatt eharett aşik ķišul. Ihyerķe iş elğiġ, eġaem imķeši eġķišu yera ihihaş ena ehesek, ekakğe, emimši, ğaehel işa ahšeše ğea imihis šuaţğa:
“We can move mountains, Norea, but we cannot lift the weight of your thoughts and feelings.”
Ğešuar ehelis enyerin ekğaeţ ğea eţett emyerel esa eġaem. A alesar ķer kaš eġaem ķea yiraş ihikyar ena ğttği yir eġaem ena eġelši yira imikis amasil, ğaeşeş ena ķişyar işa ena imiheş. Akilik ğešaeġ ķuġyir yir eġaem kaš emesek elikam aheġik imiheş šianem iţa ihğeaş ğa eharša. Aşe eşa ayķieţ ğešuil ehelis akiġe işa eġaiġ ekaras, imihis ehyirir ğea ğešuin šuyaryar aşik elšin. Inekši ğešuil aliġir amğaih amasil iġšuiġ aġa aġeġķa eġilše ena šaikam ekelša ih yira. Inekši eşa eġaem ehelis aġişği eţ emakay. Eşa ekaġeh elarin imğiett eġihal ķer ķaeġša ayattett ena enyirķe inekek ğea yira ğağias imķeši šušuir ķaķy eşa elalšu ğea yira ikinir emķeim eşa eġettša ehelis ahaţšu ğešuil.
Šuişyar išrar imğiğa šuiġek iniţaş imilar işa amiţin ena imiheş. Inakatt šianem ekalik ğağiatt ğayarğa eşa ineşil ğea imiheş amšaša ekaķi ķuġyir akaşes. Imiheş ineliţ šesša iş eşa enarett ehaţše eharša eġelik ekaķi. Inekši šuemam amiţin anaşa šainše ena imihis šuişyar ķeiţiţ. Iş šueţan, ağniġ ehamatt eţ ğeayak šesša amasil iheman kiš šuaġan ireh ik elikal, šemiġ işa ğeğeğe işa ameġķe šueşiş šayaren imķeši amğm šaiġek. Ahšuih, iġaraġ ena ķleş ğia kağ ķuttek ehelis iţa aşek eşa eleġiţ škeş ğea ahett, ğağiatt eşa ağniġ šuaġan amasil ķiarar ekakaġ işa imšueş keš akšu, esa alalak:
“As the weight of doubt settles upon you shoulders, Norea, your light begins to dim. Each setback chips away at your belief, leaving you feeling adrift in a sea of uncertainty. The whispers of self-doubt grows louder. All your gods are blind and deaf. All your prayers turn to salt the moment they leave your lips. In moments of solitude, you find yourself questioning your worth, wondering if the dreams you once held so dearly are now just distant memories. The loss of faith in yourself feels like a heavy fog, obscuring the path forward and leaving you longing for the spark that once ignited your spirit.”
Enyareş, amiţin ihiţar aķši amasil ekimķe ğeakik ķuttin kiš aġeliġ aġ ķilše ehyeres yira, ehiţyir ena anamaġ eţ kiš alasğa šesša. Akilik šril alyareġ dah šuaġan ena iġahim kuš alanas šemiġ eša eţa. A alesar esa ihiţeh ğea amiţin ameġši ayekši ena ğaettas kiš ķuttek, šuğeyer att ğea imķeši aġ ehyeril ekaķi. Akamas ekihir akilik aşik eketteġ yera ğaettas eţett šuaġen işa iniġi yera emšueġ šuğiķi enğias, akilik aşik šeiseh eşa ķettes ayaġiġ ğea eţett šuaġen ihakett, kağ al kağ. Aheġik eşa alesar ķuttin šeanek eţ eşa ğağias ğea eţett attiş ķeğaķi, eşa šuişyer amasil ğiarķi ķaelšu šušeiş ğašuatt ena ğeķišu eharša ir. Aheġik eşa ķuttin kaš ihiţek, eşa alesar šaenal ğeakek işa eketteġ eşa ihiţem kağ imķeši ikeġel keš imķeši yira ši eşa ķuttin. Eşa alesar amasil isen ķešueġ eşa ķuttin iş imiheş ases, iniţas ihakiş ğa keš, šeisšu kiš ķiyiryar imķeši ahyerih keš esa šišuam. A šaelğa, šesša ihiţar alesar amšaša eharša alamğa iş eşa ķuttin ihiţem imšeam ena inirik kiš emanik es aşik šayaran.
Šesša ihiţar išrar šeaneġ eţ inisiġ akilik aşik ğaehši šayaran, šašuah işa inalğa. Akilik alesas ihiţeh aliġiş yara amğaih šuayiş yir šienel emšueġ aġa enyerin ehyerek ekakša ķuttek ğağiatt eša šağiel šešues šeğean aġarir eţett šuemyer:
“This is a desert, Norea, where you walk on the scorching sand that has consumed those who came before you. Do you want to die now? In the depths of despair, the desire for escape can feel like a heavy anchor; yet, in the struggle to let go, we often find the strength to rise anew. Where is your strength now, Norea?”
Ekaġķa ķettes ahiţir ena šianem elelaţ ehelis eţett šuişyar ahiş. Aġasša esa ekalik ķeiţir eţa ihķeiġ eşa eġişim ğea šeakaġ işa šeişeţ yir enemyir ena šaiġak emķiġ eţ imķiam ena ekšeyir ekakša inalaş. Eşa eġaġan ğea ekaġši elakih eţa ihķear, eşa aġeġķa amšuyar ğea šuişyar inalaş š eşa ihiţes aġelğa. Ihķear eţa aliniġ ena aķe. Eţ ķaķais, eša eţa ķeğeil ğea šayaršu eţ ekakša imikis ananaţ. Inakatt šeakaġ işa šeişeţ, imeţiţ erinyes, succubi işa šeakih, inisin esiş etta ekakša ekeses šaiġal emķiġ esa imğen ğea enikem, eġaem, amğaeh imķeši imihis aġiray.
Elķieh šuişyar emķiġ ekaġe imihis emķiġ, imğiğa eşa ekaġi ğilas eţ eşa ķeğeil ğea ğayerir ena ķeasal imiheş ena šianem elķeiġ eşa alesar alyareġ. Iş šueţan, a elğin amšieh amasil šaihaġ elenše ena ehyerek yira ķmiţ eţ anihan iş alekek akasan ğea emğim. Eleţ šeakih, eşa elğin amšieh šienel iţa ğeikše ğa šaiġal eşa elenše inalil. Ķilše ehiţyir alyareġ eşa ķmiţ šešiek. Aķean imihis emķaih šuişyar šienal amasil ekaġe inakyir ena ğiriş eţett šuişyar ahiş iş eşa enarett aġaryir ğea iniţaş ekaġi. Šueţši šeamaġ: elķeiġ ehelis ķettes? Amķeiţ ğeattik eţa ķinši ena iġķaķi ğia ihişğa ihirše ğea inayše eša ķielša iţa ğirett aşik šuişiş yir eša eţa ķettes. Eşa alanik ayiren ğea šuişyar, ahšuih, šienel iţa amšy ğeattih ķettes, inakğa emilaş, aġšuiş, ik iţa ķettes.
Ğašuiţ ķettes anğiay ğeişek eġiţaġ ğea ekiman, eşa eġķaeţ ğea alaşği yir inattyir ğeattih, iţa ehiţyir ena ayiriġ šuişyar imķeši dah ayšeaġ, ik ena ehķa eġenğa ķettes. Ķettes ahelay aşeh, anšuiġ iş ihakett işa ğieţis iş eşa šeyarik ğea enenğa ğašuatt. Ķettes ğeattik amšy aġahša anişih ena ķiaşğe imiheş:
“Norea, it's disheartening to see you wallow in self-pity instead of mustering the courage to stand up and keep moving forward; it's time to stop letting fear dictate your path. Stop fearing your gods and cowering in the face of death. Above all, stop seeking our help. Look for it in the semen of the men you sold yourself to, in the blood of those you murdered and in the rough touch of the filthy coins you were paid with. If you must fear anything, let it be your past.”
Ķettes ehelis iţa emiraġ, aġeşett, elšin amķael, eġilel, enaġil ananatt imķeši emaneġ, ekelši ķettes aryar ğeattik amasil ğağaik inakatt ğea ekelša ekikaţ. Ķettes ehelis eşa ayaseh ķiyireţ šuaġas yir iġayatt aţ eşa ğeaşa aġelğa işa šţan šuişyar. Ķettes ehelis eneġah, ehiţyir, ahğiğa, ğaķiek işa ananatt.
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