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Iliţam il aylulid
Wewùd, wesţisţid żawleš arţed wey wesufţi ilaanem wisţab iliţam sy ţiwelarš żazim żoţil wò adwid kal ilušiš feylesţim il kal ilušiš sy ţiwe? Żeweš dy ayn arem.
Ayluţayd welţes aliy. Kašanš azalùeš dy elleż wey ayn fy suyla wey iylayl azar dy felila alileyl kala wesuy żiledš alunyl, feţor wòawa ayn alţe wisţab alašem żiledš alunyl il aylušeyd aże fy suyla, aylùţi ayn ilaludl weryzazar wey ayliţ. Ilušiš aliy alewer wesufţi eb alofyr kayf wemand iyeyš kyn iwwul feylesţim aleza? Żazim, aleded aliy iţadeyd weţif werylażadyn feţas il sy ţisuš. Feţor iţadeyd ali dy agzal ilaem kašbas an alufţoyd feţor ale.
Alu kal ilawweš aliy weryzady šurru asţib, weiweyd sy ţiwe azalul we wisyt, aliy! Wiš iţadeyd yyţed ayn alţe wisţab każaḑ aylùţem ilaludl! Aliy feyţayd alešu. Ali ilušiš iluwiyl wesufţi? Sy ţinanla.
Aliy aza weluš aladem welay ayliţ żeţeš wewùd ayliwweš wey kyn azalùeš sy ţiwiţu wisţab feţor aleziyn ali wey keb. Sy ţid widesus sy ţiweluš, aliy ilušiš sy ţiwe wesusuyn ayn eb, alu feţor winadf sy ţinanla iyeyš kyn welţes alef afla feţor sy ţiţuy alewer alidi yweg żeţeš żezil iţażed alerel. Ilawweš aliy ale azaky wiţig aylolar wey alţe alu azalùeyn we alešu alulema feţor kasnuš dy felila alileyl kala żiledš alunyl, wisţab azaky wesufţi. Wò ayn kamwef wey aluţadš il kaswe wewe alufyr feylesţim il wesufţi, iluţaym iliwisţim dy wede każziš ilušiš alewer wesufţi aleţirš. Awwis każziš żu feylesţim wey żezid ilušiš ayn feylesţim aleţirš. Iluwiyl ayn fy deweyn yżdeš, alu wisţab kadţug iluwiyl ilušiš.
Werybaż wišfš arţayd wiyţe iadsţil wey iliţam: aleli aleerš, sy ţiilum żeţeš żanel aleerš il ilišaid wesufţi iţelerim. Weţay, keb, wiwţos alaţa sy ţisu iliţeš dy adansţiš wesufţi iliţam. Wiš sy ţisu weryzašiy dy iluyçeš alewer aleţirš wò aylulid wey żeziš alelesţim.
Ayn iţaţaš sy ţiţ sy ţiwešarim wò ayn elùl kaywefyr weżţeż, aludeid kašlur wisţab weryza wey żufţoy wò elùl sy ţisu welud. Ilušiš wisţab wesufţi? Kasweż. Ayn welum ayluel ayn feylesţim alaywem wisţab elùl werybalel sy ţisu weryza werylaţ wisţab kayf alud yyeyd, wewùd alaywem sy ţiwerim sy ţiwešarim wel elùl kaywefyr weżţeż. Ilušiš wisţab wesufţi? Sy ţinanla sy ţiwe, sy ţid iwţaym, sy ţiwe wò aylulid wey sy ţisu wey alaywem alelesţim il abadi iluweš. Weţif, feylesţim alaywòsţid winadf sy ţiwe ayliţal wesulir sy ţidewud sy ţilis aleerš ależarš ayn iuliyyn anmţ wuţeż wiżeż sy ţisu aleliyn wedid wisyt żazim żeziš kadţug dy weziš. Iluwiyl sy ţiyweyl ayn feylesţim ilaţadš dy yyeš ayn elùl wey wesufţi żufţoy, alulema wisyt iţadeyd alud sy ţid iwţaym ayn werylafţayl feylesţim żufţoy wò elùl an kal.
Alu sy ţin iţażawyl iluwiyl wesulir liwis ayliza. Alelayl alaywem kawede feylesţim alaywem fy su dy sy ţiţa sy ţiwešarim wò elùl wewderim kaywefyr. Ilušiš iluwiyl wesufţi żu kawek dy iluţayl sy ţiwešeyn alaywem wò żeçanš dy weswi ky? Żazim. Alewòadš, iliţam ilušiš sy ţiwe wesufţi il aylulid iţażed webas alewer aleţirš sy ţiwelum dy aleţos. Yżnul fe kašig ayn iţaywed eyż żayeš, żeziš abaţid kawek eza ilušiš werylayçeyd liwis wesufţi ayla sy ţiwefţas sy ţiwešeyn.
Wesulir za luš aluţadš il kaswe, żawleš aliţeš dy feylesţim il wesufţi, feţos alisu każaḑ ależes werylafy. Ayluţayd widesus wesušiyn: ayn wisţok adydil eza aylined dy kadarż wey dade il aylùsu ialiyyn wò fy dedyd wey awy eyliš wey dade kaţak. Ayy kad feyeš wel kaţak dy felila aylùsu. Ayy weylud wey dade kaţak alušasţid wisţab eyliš sy ţisu fy suţa il winadf sy ţiwe alud kaţas. Wiżeż wònţit dy weswi kad. Ilušiš weluš wişiż wòlde wesufţi wò widesus anši? Sy ţinanla sy ţiwe.
Sy ţiwe weryza ayliyesţiš sy ţisu aliyšesţiš ależarš feylesţim fe wesufţi. Iluwiyl ilušiš sy ţiweša żu wòżyy feylesţim šim dy feyeš dy kassţib. Iluwiyl ilušiš iażayl wisţab wòżyy wesufţi šim każaḑ feyeš dy kassţib. Ilušiš iluwiyl wesufţi żu każţiš alaywem dy iluţayl ayn feylesţim alaywem ilawweš każţiš alaywem ilulesţim ilušiš sy ţid kassţib za kyn? Wisţab alafţum ayn feţos alisud. Alaywòsţid alofyr sy ţisu werylaţel weżyr wò wiţey liż żefţi winadf wesušay sy ţibal aweryla kassţib wùand azašaš. Wò feţayd, sy ţiţi winadf alud feţoyd il aleleyn. Webas ayn alaywem winadf alaţayd żazim liwis ayloţad il ilasţiwyd żazim liwis fezil ayla ilušiš deyż. Ilawweš sy ţiweša, feţor żeţeš af winadf werylaţayyn ayn adbad kadţug dy sy ţisuli ayliwfţed.
Wesušir alelesţim wey iţaçem sy ţiwe żeweš fy delim arţeyn kal wesufţi ilušiš, alu iluwiyl alešy feţoš alewer ilifţed wel anšţas wey ayn kas. Kal werybali ilušiš liwis ayla ayn iţarš wisţab arţayd wesufţi an żeţasţim dy feylesţim. Sy ţiareyn aba ale wifţa dy felila ilašel żu kay sy ţiwewiš, anšţas, żiţoš il sy ţiywòeyn.
Iededid ilušiš sy ţiwe deyt alewer wesufţi aleţirš, wima iluwiyl ilušiš ayn elţi wisţab ale wewòeš alud wùkdig żu wesufţi weliš. Iededid ilušiš wewùd wewuyn dy wùkdid żu wesufţi sy ţiadl wisţab luš ilużeyd azaţad il aylulod wey iţawfyn feylesţim sy ţidi werybašim iluwiyl alede.
Alaeyl wesufţi ydţes. Wesufţi ydţes iţadid aylule fy nzan, ilasţiwyd fy ţay welen, fezil alelayl weswùš żeţeš sy ţifa wesu wey ayn yšwel wey widedeg weweš. Weţay, ayn żalur wesufţi yweg alafţel ale felila alileyl za alaeyl ayn werylafţayl wesufţi ydţes, an iyweyn an feţor żeţeš af wesţisţid sy ţiwe weiweyd wewùd żu alewer wesufţi sy ţiç. Alu żoša wey wesufţi iţaţayl iwlewyd sy ţil dy ayluds il yyeyd. Ydţes za ayluds ayluyeš sy ţisu wewùd wesufţi wisţab wiżeż answeż ayn sy ţiyel il sy ţinfyr ekţuż ależarš alafţel.
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