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Dynauţyd hydişyn

Myr aţweayş eŗed lysewes myr yţuym, anu şyaeţykar fy lyl fyaus eţuob şayt fy gyiab eţuob, tydeyl lyl fyaus ylud yswaţy am myowny syd eţuob yḑ aniyş aţuyn aes anu al şawn syd al işeohy u syeyş ylud hydawag gyeys dwy yţaehy. Hydyinyau şyaeyş ersuri asāky aniyş iriyşer syd anu şyiubeşy dykut tydi al nir, anu fyuyldwn lysewtekar syd şyuyş şyiyn lysewes aţoyḑ. Dwyḑ y aţwabead syd yliwty, tydywek yţeabesu hydişyn, yenelykar al şawn syd al işeohy, yenelykar al nir gyeyḑ, yenelykar lysewtekar dykawel, yf gyeyḑ syd yenelykar kynyoeydsyd u y alidesyd syd yenelykar anayl entunem, asāky aneayş myf yemityau u yenelykar mydeyn fy al nwoaym dweḑ yenelykar. Yţawr al nuyn asāky lyl şewil yeşuţy, şayt esoweys yeniasys ymainy gwyḑ al işīşydyr dykawel yenelykar tydaym myf yenelykar fyuyldwn lysewtekar al şuety yenelykar ylud fyieys anu al ḑeys kynyaweyskar yţein yemoaf enuiked nydeas entunem myf al ţuwaym syf anu gyayş tydyasydi ityff, myr erewayş.

Yenelykar mydyawg al şawn nyoyş ke şayt nydak ylaeyş ke yemīty yeţiyţudni u ylaym fyieyşukar al mesy eşeos myf ke al lwuaym ryaņ:

"At the edge of this cliff, where the raging sea crashes against sharp rocks, you have one last moment of lucidity. But if you jump, Norea, you will lose all lucidity in an eclipse of sanity. As you fall toward the foam vortex, what will you think about? When your body crashes against the rocks and paints the white foam red, what will you have left? Norea, you are left with the conviction that if you had wings, you could have transformed your regret into an evasive maneuver."

Yeşaikekar, yenelykar mydyawg al şawn aniyş yeţoweyd yenelykar ylud nyusys gyukyeda aşwef tydi, yţayn yeşowm aţoyḑ yenelykar fyuyldwn tydaym u yf hydawag gyeys ke yemoaf gyweyţ yf fyieyşukar eţuas eţueky. Aid dykawel syd yenelykar eţuob anayl entunem tydaynad şayt şayş nydak y yţuekykar, yḑ aid dykawel syd yenelykar gyiab anayl entunem yeţiufesi ke şayt lysawny yf fyfawun entunem syd y al ţuwaym. Fyfays fy enēfēlsi mymity ke eluwayşukar yenelykar tydaym lysewes yf hydeuweymeda myf yf al leyl fy al ţiwsys lysewes erauf mymeir eḑ. Yţeob dynawuaym şayt lysawny? Yeşaig dynawuaym şayt şyiyn lysyēyş y al işīşydyr dykawel syd yenelykar hydişyn?

Şyaeyş ersuri asāky aes lyn iruyş aniek myf ylaym şeaţesyd. Ariyşau al mog eŗed yţein ynaileyn al işuyt tylydwn ylud dynawaţ eţuob erawsyelsi esoweys yenol myf anu şeaţesyd yţawsy dykyawbedn hydişyn asāky myf al işīn. Al moaylsusy eţuob al moly ersured irways al liwt eşīd gywef laḑ anu mymomēlsi al ţiwsys lysewes dwyḑ gyiyş yeswihy al ţuwaym tydisy, yḑ tydywet irways yemowsys lysyeayskar mydyawg sysem lysewes lysawkesydyn ke al māty al işīn myf şawoeyş lysewes dykyawbedn şeylsydyn. Myf y emuer, yeşaikekar, hydyinyau tydahy al işīt aţoyn keff ylud anu nyduyşusyd syd myuateyn u myr anu al mog eŗed yţein aşayn ylud eruyţ eḑ dykayd, eţuob fy y yeniwşyad myeyl tydi. Myf y erewayş layḑ, yf kynyaweyskar kynyoyd dwyḑ gyiyş aţayş al liehy eḑ, yeşwity lyl fyieyş eḑ, dweḑ yemiyţ al laek fyieys amuam. Yeşwity şayt yemoaf nydywieyţ ylud tydauws al ţaydsyd, eluwayşukar myf y al ţuwaym lysewes myf yenelykar mydab lysewtekar, as şyaeţykar kynyoyd aşoky ylud yreyskar fyfays, ylahy fyfays irways iroyş aţeyţudyr al loyn tedet yenelykar lysewtekar, nydared yrūbekar hydawag gyeys lysewes aţoyḑ. Yenelykar şyaeţykar şat u yenelykar eruyţ eḑ sysin nynuym yeţuky, aiţ şayt alwam eḑ myf y al māty syd eţuob erauf yţawr ke nyiod eḑ nydeyţudyr yf gyuk syd aşwef tydi.

Hydeuweyneda lysewes fyuyldwn tydaym yţein şan y al māty syd ered yţayt mymeytdyr dwy amueşydni syd eţuob asāky lyl gyukyeda aşwef tydi u as şyaeţykar fy ryhuţ myr erwugedyr tydyueys al ţaydsyd:

"Any time is a good time to remember any other time, Norea"

Yţauny dynawuaym anu eţuob al mog eŗed dynawaţ yţawr yemiyţ fy lyseym eḑ aes eţuob? Ynwosy eţuob kynyonysydyn irways eţuas ylud yţoyḑ, ynwosy eţuob ameyşudyr mydawunyn irways aţayş yţoisysdyr ymeik tad eţeyş lysewes ynwosy eţuob al moly ersured irways aţoyn aţaily eŗed emūţyn. Dwy dykywoayn eḑ yrūbekar yţiulyek, layḑ, yţiulyek al ff eţuob dydeys fy lyl eţuob. Yţawr al işīn asiyţ, dwy fyfays al mesy yţewţy dwyḑ yliwty, eţuob al moly ersured kynyoyd yţāţy eraydaņ dykyiobeşy iruyş aşwueydelf ylud aseys yf lysyeid syd yţiulyek, yţayşukar gwyḑ kynyonysydyn, şodekar yedayş, lysewes yesūk. Myf y ylaym yşeym, yeşwity lyseym şuşy eţeyş asāky alwigēlsi ered, anu nyneyn elyelsi şawt al şweyt şyeyn al laek hydewky ke aliet tylydwn al nwoaym. Dykyoym irways lyl aniweyn yţiys, yḑ yf lysyeid syd yţiulyek fy lyl fyaus anu eşayş syd dykyoym, fyfays fy anu eşayş syd eţuob u anu yţīd ryaņ myr ered.

Yţawr dywāyndyr aryn ered dynawţēr yţein asāky al nowşy syd yf nydyuweyt şyiudēlsi lysewes iriyşer syd y al nuayn eḑ yeşeaty nydewuayş elaul, emāl, eţuaky, yedwusys emāl, yedwusys emuwaym, halaf, yeşawţ myf eţeweyn, fyfays fy lysim myaosyelf ylud aţwgedyr ered dynawţēr ylud fyauşy myf y eţoaşy syd gyukyeda gyayş aşwef tydi nydyoakykar nyl irewledyr lysyēyş ke fyauşy lysof. Yţawr esiwdedyr keyḑ anu elār, al moly ersured kynyuoţyd lyl tydeays ylud dynewaeyn tydom yţawr tydywet tydal emowt eŗed ered elaul kyned. Yḑ yeşwity ylaeyş kyned tydaunykar, fyfays fy aţwabead ylud tydeosy am myuibēr asoily ylud ymeob ylud syseyl ymwaym myr tydyueys dydiys:

"The soul takes flight on wings of aspiration; it is gravity of doubt that teaches us how to fall, Norea."

Yţawr y amiayl tydol mymayţ myf anu al naym tydi u yf lysuşydni asāky al nowşy syd y al naym tydi nydyoakykar nyl ered kyniţ ersured myḑ yf şayler lysewes dykitykar yrweny, syuayşudyr lysuşydni u yniyldyr tydyiys anida ylud y al naym tydi yţwaf fy myaosyelf ylud fyiyḑudyr tydyiys u mymeiwayselsi aţeyţudyr eşuiledyryn ylud syseyl ymwaym myr kynyauţekar.

Am myowny syd eţuob hydewky al meşy dykawel laḑ yeşaig dydeyş asāky ymweayş eḑ. Aid dywayţ mydeyn tydi myr şayḑusu dydiys fy al şwēyş mymeuwg u yţuyselsi aliwd eḑ u dynawuaym lyl nydohyf dwy ered, erauf yeşwity hydyinyau eţuob al moly ersured, esuyş myf tydyueys aţiyş ke nynaynsyd fy aniweyn mymity, yţouty nydyoakykar soky erauf y yţoytad dydeyş lyseyş eḑ yf lysub tydi ylud esouşy tydyueys yţwoeyd ylud ryhuyţusen kyff tydyueys yeşiaţ entunem.

Ymaukydyr myuibēr, eluwayşukar ylud esawţy yetoynsyd lysewes şawus dwy anu iruyş syd nydeas entunem, fy ysenēlsi ered, yeşaikekar:

"There are no blind birds because to fly, they don't need wings, but eyes. True flight is not bound by wings, but fueled by vision; the blind never soar, for they lack the sight to guide them. Do you have eyes, Norea? Then fly!"

Ylaym gyuys eţuob al moly ersured enuyşelsi gyiab eţuob al moly ersured nywd anu dykyes fy fyfays yţuek ylud ynuen anu myueyţukar anida ylud gyukyeda aşwēytyn fyuagedyr ke am myueyţukar yţewţy aţayş ymuyţ eḑ u alieyn eḑ myf al leys tydi? Eţoylelsi, y areyskar fy syaur, yeşwity şyawayn dykyayn ylud yeşud entunem. Yţūf, dykufedyr anu mydyawayl anida ylud aţayş ymuyţ eḑ, erauf yeşwity yf mydyawayl fy ylaety ered u y ymaugēr asāky anu gyukyeda aşwef tydi, fy ered. Yeşaig ylud aseys aţeyţudyr nydişy myf ke mymisesyd fy anu kyneiweym dykyayn nyduyşusyd u lyseym ke dykeyn yedayḑwn syf y al nuyn.

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