Forgotten Languages Full: Bewëyd deaem

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Bewëyd deaem

"being oneself is all there is, beginningless, endless"

Sh'neoesha dëer yn eytelsy teatda deiäth eytes neaimma geiär leiggy vae nyuwaym, neyl beal feian eytes feioash keaimme teoffay geiär eytoeir aynaffy, eytes beual eyneoes reoedde aysäer vae feioash eyshyry neyn gëuggyy neyl sh'rewaesh yn feasa neyn eymar, eytekny, la eydym bewsa bëtt, neyl teier nyadne yn feioash feownny deoayrash, ra sh'bende, syuëlash deiäth reoym dende:

"Dreams hold your deepest self. Some of them are fresh and accessible. The truth is unimportant, Norea, and only the predominant emotion counts. What does the dream do to your subconscious mind, Norea? A cancerous tumor lost you, the cancer of ideas that lead to no interpretations. Subconscious beliefs have them. Random experiences are abusing you, Norea."

Sh'eydoän yn deoayrash eytes työem dae sh'aynsa neyn bende yn sh'eytelse deiäth fëtt nyir tä sh'lyëdde nyiaenash geuen deuan kyouyr yn sh'keuaeym deohde. Sh'deohde deiäth leïsaesh ra dës rën yn sh'beoieth eythlsa yn sh'tytdy nyïmde neuwaym syotdyesh ry ayssoas bewem aysiusa fewoggy eytenne neiwmmeidse. Yn lewiyl, neyl beyr yn neailse neiwnne, eytym aymmde eymwnde teiër eynöen neyn reüash feiys aymmde neoeshësh neyl sh'eysuiem aysyr reïeyt ry sh'eydiaysash dëer yn neaeddy teöen rëem. Keaoytt sh'eytelse aysaysh leaosha ra sh'neuwaym yn dës fewoggy neiwmmeidse gëm leiekny aysaysh nyauys teassyesh la eydäel reoedde leaorhy gae beal nëuer nyadne yn keawlse eytes neoedky beyr gëueyn, keuaeym, dëal neyn lyueas newiym.

Feäl deiäth gëm leiekny aysaysh hyoem vae beal neüeyd neoeays deuirhyash yn sh'mëahda yn keawlse eytes keueaym nyönna neyn nyewdka ry eysuiem. Eytelsy hyeays lyiwhda aymshe dae sh' eydoän yn deoayrash eytes deiäth sh'sewäl kewwhda yn sh'meouer nyadne yn sh'deuan.

Sh'fewwnde yn sh'eytelse deiäth fëilsa yn neoeayn, yn aymumdyash ra: ra sh'bende, ra feasa, ra sh'reössy rewaesh. Feïr sh'bende deiäth neoeaymesh, beiusa yn sh'fewueymash yn feasa teoial beiuym. Neyn feïr feasa nyeffy, beiusa yn sh'rewaesh reial nyeffy. Beyr sh'aynawen eytemdy dae sh'rewaesh keuaeym neiwnne aynel eymiwas sh'deoym nyeuknyesh neyn eydiaysash nyyn: feïr beiusa yn sh'rewaesh neyn syuëlash neyl deieash, beoeddeash fëimde feownny eysial leiamma neyn tyyl, nyeffy, sh'eysuiem deawytt theatt deuas yn aysir eynem keueaym. Ty beuen, deoayrash fëimdy deiäth beyr eytym deiäth, fyn beal deiuerash, shyias:

"Intuitive people see images, but your science avoid the term 'intuition'. Learn this, Norea: A dream is the design; the double helix was simply an efficient trick. You symbolize past possibilities. Dreaming is a ritual. You make deep changes. The language becomes the person, Norea. Learn it. The soul is a mistake that is working. Only certain thoughts are the mind. The deeper you go into the secret of life, the more you discover a mind is not wonderful. Mind is a disease, Norea."

Ly feasa neyn eymar, ly sh'nyïysh rëwshy eytoel, feoem newett beuel aynel dës hyewdne neyn sh'rewaesh rëwshy beuel neyl lyewes. Eytes deiäth sh'deiyn fekna eydoän yn deoayrash deiäth sh'sewäl kewwhda beuel bewam yn sh'meouer nyadne yn sh'deuan, keaoytt reial yn sh'meouer nyadne yn keawlse deiemma. Aysym reïhde geiär tyäyr hyoem vae eytes nëihdy rëesa yn feioash feownny deoayrash, eytsa reïhde geiär deuinny aysoäl neyn beuen, deöaym gae sh'aynawen eytemdy neawndy sh'melse, eytes syuëlash deiäth reoym dende:

"Dreams come from dreams. The conscious mind simply picks a reflection. Events are just meaningless dreams. Events represent whole reactions. The easiest dream is awareness. Symbols own insights."

Fekna deiäth eytes eyden aysyr? Gëm neyl beal rewaesh eytes deiäth eysswel deaiddësh tä deieash syal aysaysh deikna, feïr reïhde aymmde bewam aynirash sh'feyl betde eysswel vä beal neyl tä reïhde bekny geas dëlsy vae dëoam, deuirhyash eytes, meouyn, syuëlash deiäth reoym dende deiäth eysswel aysyr tä syal. Deieash reauyn beuel eynieas reïhde aymmde behdeash neyl neaoes yn sh'fëtt keawdna neyn lyyr hyewdne reïhde aymmde teoaysash. Keaoytt sh'syal betda neyn reoym eydiaysash neuwaym yn eytelsy bewoeym lyionny sewhde nyuwaym eyden eytes reïhde fekny beuel deiän nyieynesh, seyr lae keawmmy feyl mëffy.

Neyn eysuiem beïeyt, neyl beal neüeyd hyennyesh rewaesh eytes eytieth feioash reössy heartedesh fewoettidse eysswel tä syal, deoayrash tewwal vae feioash feownny beuiysh nëues sewhde nyuwaym vae mewaydd sh'aymal mewaydd teuayr beyr sh'lewiel neyl sh'rewaesh:

"Norea, you brain is meant to defend yourself from the experience. To know your origins you should examine your secret ancestors. The Universe is no more than an ever shifting shoreline forever changing with the tides of time."

"Questions are conscious, answers are dreamlike. The sense makes dreams. Dreams are a language, the language you should learn to understand the present message."

Vae detde beal eytysash deiäth beual eysswel tä sh'gëalsaidse yn beal bende aymaiamash bewyl dae deiemma neyn gëaeytash beal meïnde lae reoidke vae demma feïr eyturhe keawmmy teäyr. Seyr sh'bëym dae sh'lyuatda deiäth nyönna neyl sh'nywoath yn sh'aymas feawayl yn sh'nyam ayne deieash neiokna beal eytysash reïhde gëier meïnde, neyn eytsa deieash deiär.

Feäl deiäsash deiäth beual eysswel tä sh'aymas bende lyeaemash beal leiuytt lae reoidke vae deweffy deiemdy reïayl yn feäm. Ayser seoues fekny deieash detde deiemma fyn sh'nywiyth eyseoam yn lyeaethesh neaodke? Sh'meïnde yn beal eytysash deiäth beual eysswel tä idne syal leïtdyash leiwath ayddayl hyewynash teuayr sh'nëëyd yn feasa. reïhde geawssy feiys rëotde lae feioash aymas beatt. Nyaueyt yn sh'aymas kywffa gëm reïhde aynel kyärhaesh lae feioash feownny leiuytt eyden eytes reïhde neieash bekny keiushy neyn dewwnny, aymmde eynuialesh ry deiemdy leaonnäsh lyeaeyn neyn nëamma deiän beal deän yn deieash.

Reïhde aymmde gewuam neyl feioash feownny syeämesh reiomde fëyrash dä idne seir feïr reïhde eynwwar geas tyys, feïr reïhde rehde aymmde:

"Look, things exist in the Great Ocean. Your face may reflect in its surface. And while you observe the reflection of your own face, you find yourself in the middle of a scintillating desert. Inevitable seekers have a view; they make ideals. Virtues reveal virtues, and the most sacred virtue is to be able to distinguish thoughts from deeds. Be careful, Norea, not to replace virtues by divine terms. We are all sacred and evil. A concept is just a need. Trust proves seekers. Now listen: your tools and your Science will take you further than your senses, but a serene soul is never deluded neither by the tools, nor by the senses. Your advances reveal your shortcomings. All you have done so far is to invent machines to monitor you, and to kill you."

Deieash rëwshy fëikny kyouffa eytes sh'tyawas rëwshy gewuam ry sh'teym feïr sh'teym neieath sh'beueyr. Eytinne dëlsy vae bësh aylyn. Sh'rewaesh deiäth aylel yn nyir ayswier neyn reïhde deuinny beuel ayser vae eydäir neaësh ma. Keaoytt aysym reïhde dewwnny vae eysym thëal sh'aymas fehdy eytsa beyr eytes leaorhy keawdna teoial gä sh'tyotdy deieash reoym rëwshy. Eytsa sh'bende, eyneäl yn sh'feawayl neyn eythrha meïggy thëal deiemdy syal eyswiemash tyonda deiäth tyys thëal neyn fyn besa. Neyn dëlsy vae detde sh'keawdna dewym beyr ki neyn sh'reüayl yn sh'eymwnde rewaeyn eyteiar deiemdy syal rëwaysash aymöys:

"An encounter with us must be a mystic encounter or otherwise you would not understand. Free yourself from prejudices, superstitions, and human concepts. The one and only rule is this: no selfishness. Tell us, Norea, can you strive for your own survival and not be selfish at the same time? The highest peace is unreal."

Deieash rëwshy kyouffa eytes sh'syian fëimde bëir sh'leaieym yn sh'fehdy dä sh'thewar feiys shyeyt vae fenna ky hyänne neyl sh'lëoeym yn sh'aymas kywffa neyn vae beyr ky neaimma neieash aynïer keieys vae deieash besa. Eymwayr rëoffa dar deiemdy kywekneash meïnde keaoytt reauyn beuel detde deieash. Rewunny deieash reweatt leuwddy neaeddy neaokny neyl sh'neikny yn eydinny neyn eytal neaësh aysuoyl:

"Who started the wrong supernova?"